Love Played with me once...Later I discovered that this one is not Real Love in my life and not my cup of tea.
Hmm now letz come to hear about the sweetest and the sour part of my life. After getting a Job and getting kinda settled in life. I thought why not try to get into this kinda personal stuff. Then it all started in the place where I hated to do such things. Chinmaya Mission. There was a girl called Deeptha, We met in July 2000 and soon we discovered many common interests and became so close that we started to share somethings which both of us dared to share with even our family members. We used to go around and all that was green and good for a long long time. We went camps and got even more closer knowing each other and at one point my amma was so happy to get me married to her.
Then something sparked in my mind. Why not wait for some more time love for some more time and then go to her house speak to their family and get engagement done. That is the biggest blunder I did in my entire life. I at that time was earning something which barely sufficied my needs. So thought lets go together for some more time. And one day I still remember it is a day in December 2000, I got a confirmation from her that she is in love and she asked me to propose to the girl I love and she said these words "Rajesh you are the sweetest person I have ever seen in my life, even if you go and propose to any girl she would accept you without any second thought, so better propose to someone whom you think is ur best friend, Im you best friend right". This is it, I reached heavens, felt like this is ecstasy, life and what not. Then she came and told she would tell me in February during the Valentine's day about her love. I waited waited waited..........
There was one guy called Karthik who was a Dr. So we used to call him Dr. Karthik, he was a flirt and going around with babes dating and dancing and what not (these words might show up like Im saying these in anger that I lost the girl but, I knew this guy 2 years before even I met Deeptha). None of us in Chinmaya Mission had good opinion abt him. Suddenly dissappeared for 2 years and came back one day when Deeptha Joined CHYK, then on he was regular. I was thinking he was trying to fry groundnuts and get some babes into his hold and flirt. But I didnt expect that thing to happen in my life.
This guy, myself, Deeptha and some of my best close friends Archana and preethi, my brother Krish all went to a spiritual camp in bangalore and he had impressed in some good means (I dont want to say any foul abt them cuz they have started to love and even got married so why say bad abt them). Once we were back things changed, she stopped talkin to me more, she explicitly asked me to stop talking to her in fone and asked to stop meeting in beach. I suddenly felt that I was dropped off and neglected. Once we went to beach with Dr. Karthik. Have you seen the movie "Kaadhal Kondaen" . We were sitting just like that in a bench I was in middle and these two were side by side. And they spoke abt their love and I sat between them with a doubt on both of them and with tears and fears in my heart that I would lose her. Then it happened....
Few days to valentine's Day, I get a call from Preethi ( my best friend) and she said these words. "Rajesh do you know who Deeptha loves, It is not youu (Tears started from my eyes, heart started aching and I felt like fall on the floor and cry and kill myself) It is Dr. Karthik Rajesh it is Dr. Karthik". Thatzzzit Thatzzzit I started to get nervous and called Deeptha. I asked her are u loving Dr. karthik. she immediately with all happiness she told "yes", I then started to cry over the fone "why did you do that to me", I thought I would be the first to propose you and get you my angel into my life, But this Nut didnt understand that u needed Dr and not me and I cried like a kid to her and then hanged up the fone. Then we met thrice then and that is it. I was sick, tired, depressed abt my failure and I had a friend called Rajagopal, Deepak, and my own sweetheart Geetha who all consoled me and made me realise failure is a stepping stone to sucess in love life. I went on to Love Geetha and marry her get back the best part of my golden precious love life. Now I have a Kid Adhitya (Life and soul of our love life). We are living happily and touch wood everything is going good, till date.
Still to come, my Real, realized, matured Love life.
Hmm now letz come to hear about the sweetest and the sour part of my life. After getting a Job and getting kinda settled in life. I thought why not try to get into this kinda personal stuff. Then it all started in the place where I hated to do such things. Chinmaya Mission. There was a girl called Deeptha, We met in July 2000 and soon we discovered many common interests and became so close that we started to share somethings which both of us dared to share with even our family members. We used to go around and all that was green and good for a long long time. We went camps and got even more closer knowing each other and at one point my amma was so happy to get me married to her.
Then something sparked in my mind. Why not wait for some more time love for some more time and then go to her house speak to their family and get engagement done. That is the biggest blunder I did in my entire life. I at that time was earning something which barely sufficied my needs. So thought lets go together for some more time. And one day I still remember it is a day in December 2000, I got a confirmation from her that she is in love and she asked me to propose to the girl I love and she said these words "Rajesh you are the sweetest person I have ever seen in my life, even if you go and propose to any girl she would accept you without any second thought, so better propose to someone whom you think is ur best friend, Im you best friend right". This is it, I reached heavens, felt like this is ecstasy, life and what not. Then she came and told she would tell me in February during the Valentine's day about her love. I waited waited waited..........
There was one guy called Karthik who was a Dr. So we used to call him Dr. Karthik, he was a flirt and going around with babes dating and dancing and what not (these words might show up like Im saying these in anger that I lost the girl but, I knew this guy 2 years before even I met Deeptha). None of us in Chinmaya Mission had good opinion abt him. Suddenly dissappeared for 2 years and came back one day when Deeptha Joined CHYK, then on he was regular. I was thinking he was trying to fry groundnuts and get some babes into his hold and flirt. But I didnt expect that thing to happen in my life.
This guy, myself, Deeptha and some of my best close friends Archana and preethi, my brother Krish all went to a spiritual camp in bangalore and he had impressed in some good means (I dont want to say any foul abt them cuz they have started to love and even got married so why say bad abt them). Once we were back things changed, she stopped talkin to me more, she explicitly asked me to stop talking to her in fone and asked to stop meeting in beach. I suddenly felt that I was dropped off and neglected. Once we went to beach with Dr. Karthik. Have you seen the movie "Kaadhal Kondaen" . We were sitting just like that in a bench I was in middle and these two were side by side. And they spoke abt their love and I sat between them with a doubt on both of them and with tears and fears in my heart that I would lose her. Then it happened....
Few days to valentine's Day, I get a call from Preethi ( my best friend) and she said these words. "Rajesh do you know who Deeptha loves, It is not youu (Tears started from my eyes, heart started aching and I felt like fall on the floor and cry and kill myself) It is Dr. Karthik Rajesh it is Dr. Karthik". Thatzzzit Thatzzzit I started to get nervous and called Deeptha. I asked her are u loving Dr. karthik. she immediately with all happiness she told "yes", I then started to cry over the fone "why did you do that to me", I thought I would be the first to propose you and get you my angel into my life, But this Nut didnt understand that u needed Dr and not me and I cried like a kid to her and then hanged up the fone. Then we met thrice then and that is it. I was sick, tired, depressed abt my failure and I had a friend called Rajagopal, Deepak, and my own sweetheart Geetha who all consoled me and made me realise failure is a stepping stone to sucess in love life. I went on to Love Geetha and marry her get back the best part of my golden precious love life. Now I have a Kid Adhitya (Life and soul of our love life). We are living happily and touch wood everything is going good, till date.
Still to come, my Real, realized, matured Love life.
posted by Anithya Paramathma at
1:50 AM
2 Comments:
Wat is the next one u are going to write about?
Idhoda mudinjhadha unga blogging elam?
My blog about the personal life might get over in a few episodes but still there is a lot to discuss about the daily life, IT, and trends. So keep ur eyes open for more.
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